I am Liliana and I like to look at me as a trusting apprentice of life experiences. I have started many things in my life, I got immersed and totally dedicated to each and every one until it has been time for change, for rectification of my path and time to start penetrating the next experience.

There were times when I felt lost and when my mind was telling me that this was all wrong. The deep mental conditioning, whether it came from my parents, my environment, the society as a whole, made me feel less and without value if I couldn’t stick for life to something. It made me distort and deny who I am and the satisfaction and light that was filling me when being dedicated to something that I loved doing whether that was physics, biology, Novalis, tourism, project and change management, just to name a few.

The entire struggle to try to be what others were seeing in me has left deep hurts that were meant to surface at same point. I kept collecting all the pain that I preferred reading to piano lessons, that I preferred climbing a tree to doing math, that I preferred physics instead of economics. And somewhere along the road I lost my grandmother, and a part of my soul and a part of who I thought I were left with her. And suddenly there didn’t seem to be enough of me to start everything anew.

During high school all the hurt started to simmer closer to the surface and clogging more and more of my real self. I was desperate to find someone, a career counselor, that could just tell me what I should like because I was good at a lot of stuff I didn’t like so how to choose among them?

I started my path in my own therapy with cognitive psychology, but even in this experience there was no way to stick to the same tool. I met Espere, Systemic therapy, and a lot of tools that each started planting their seeds in my true self.

Being pregnant with my first child gave me the momentum to push towards addressing all these hurts and getting ready to find out who I was and maybe hoping that I could love myself. Because if there was nothing to love it meant there was nothing to give to my child.

2012 was a turning point because I met Human Design. And suddenly I had a way to know how to make decisions that would really bring the discovery of my true self and experiences that I will succeed at.

It has been an amazing process ever since. I couldn’t trust it at the beginning but I was willing to notice and experiment with my decision making process. Over the years my true self became clearer and more comfortable to me. Learning about who I am and where the conditioning areas of my design are and learning and then teaching about the design of those around me was a major revelation. I have thought for so many years that I was open minded and I wouldn’t project my needs and my way of doing things on others. That was not the case! It has been eye opening to see the interactions with those close to me through the Human design lens and then to notice what my mind was saying.

Theta Healing has aided me on my path by allowing me to clear the debris of convictions that no longer served me in a gentle though penetrating way so I could start my healing process.

This is strenuous work but nobody can describe you the feeling when maybe, just for an instant, you love being in your body and you love the whole life it brings with all the hardships and with all the joy.

There are still things to go through, some experiences may look like shattering crisis but staying in line with myself and trusting the inner light that started emerging from the seeds within me makes it different. Every experience I trust myself to live completely, no matter how hard, is going to lead me to succeed where others fail and collect afterwards the resources I need for my next opportunity to experience life.

Whatever service you feel resonates with you, my hope is that I will contribute with this seed of light that is going to bring you discovery of how to succeed to love yourself and the life that you live no matter how shocking this change will be.